It's hard to think about something that you have known for so long and try to unlearn it and replace it with a "newer" version of what it should be.
I find that happening with so many things in my life. I hate it. I want to be happy and ignorant again. If only.
I just feel so unsure of everything, I have never really felt like I doubt so many things all at once before. I think it's time I step out and take a good look and see where it all takes me. far away is all I can hope for. Peace and lorn is all I ask for. My heart aches, my head spins, my body is withdrawn. a state of blue.
"And since there's no one else around we let our hair grow long and forget all we used to know. "
cheer up. I shall.