Track star

I'm here in the game room in school... Done with class and thought I would update, although there must be a sign that i shouldn'y cuz it took me forever to log on, some redirecting thingy.. dunno. I guess i should start with last week, sucked, lol. Damn my whole life sucks!!! stacy asked how my vida was, lets just say it's going in the crap hole. I haven't done much and that may be the problem, lol. my fault. Hmm last weekend I um um oh yeah went shopping and bought stuff from like every store and spent alota money i don't have, but who cares it made me feel great at the time. Oh and I went bowling, That was fun, but i could have sworn i was better before... who cares i still kicked jose's ass! Micheal and I stayed at the heritage inn on account of our "anniversary" ah lol. It was really cool it was the ceasars court thing and there was an awesome hot tub, that i wish i had in my casa ( ours is all jacked and is now in the corner of our back yard, just pretend it isn't there) YUP that was fun! there were all these huge marble pilars, uh i think they were plastic, those cheapos. The chili cheese fries were yummy, i know you wanna go again.
Had school all week, except for I haven't been going to my one night class, english comp.. kinda regret i actually have a night class. it's not hard, it's just hard to go to it after being at work then micheal's house then to have to leave again.. sux! But I will so go tonight no if ands or but.. s : )
I had like an effing breakdown moment, like hello, I'm so stressed. mostly school, not getting things done and then the test.. the hiddious tests, but i passes that is all that matters. Oh and things with my mommy are getting better, I love her sooooo much and i think I forget that somethimes, and maybe i put alot of things of, not just school but family. I don't know what the hell riz's problem is.. but she is being a bitch. long story short, she's mean, she is my big sis and is all jealous , sad huh. but her and mom are mad at each other i guess so she takes it out on me. I talked to regina last week, i feels real bad for her at times but then again you gotta learn from your mistakes. Life lesson for all. Jose is back he went to texas and came back a "man" he he , now he is an adult, the big 18. but he still didn't get the mexican cheese and mommy is pissed.. I know you know that thought i would just rub it in, cuz you know how i'm good at that. lol. I promise will go buy lotto tickets, the scratchy ones those are fun! went to see jackass 2 after work. funny funny stuff. Sad how we are entrtained by other peoples stupidity and pain. Took a long nap with micheal after eating chicken wings and pickles, sounds all sick, eww, I didn't eat them together but it was really good. Me and erick went to a chucky cheese cast party lame!!! then he hung with gabe and lori after he got off... without me, jerk face. But i got to see jose, and my second mommy. Ha I have like 7 mommies. they all love me, what can i say. Well i'm gonna go and eat with my love.. laters

ps. I'm working on this neat paper i'll have to post my draft of it some day it's way intresting and insightfull. ha what i write insightfull, hell ya!

pss. My mom got a tredmill, funny, it's all high tech. I likes.

Catch a shooting star

And put it in your pocket never let it fade away.... O likes that song, SOOO It is saturday noche and I am here with meche.. that is mercedes, mike's lil sister... she so cute. Ah and she even ran up to me on thursday here b-day and was all like... I love you. HOW SWEET!! K movin along, I noticed I forgot a few things last blog.. LIKE the yellowcard concert!! Man that soooo rocked, they were all great, I almost passed out from heat and I punched some guy in the face a few times, it was cute how after that micheal tried to protect me and was all apologizing to da guy, lol. He so deserved it! Um... I had alot more on my mind before i wrote this... oh weellss. Lets seee, like I have no idea what my home looks like anymore, or my mom, lol jk. but the past few days ( 3 ) I have been sleeping over at my baby's house, oh and we went to the rockies game last night, that was fun. Oh and I has LOTSA fun last night, wink wink... he he ha. Well the thingy was that we have kinda beens having a bit of some technical dificulties... then we decided a break would be good, so it happened then... Micheal realized how shitty life is without me, eventhough we still hung out like 24 / 7 the 2 days we were on this break.. lol. you knows you life shitty, jk I love you. So now things are just the way they were. I find it hard to belive how pathetic some people in this world can really be... Come on now and get a life.. or should I say continue with your own instead of being latched on to mine!!! OH and mind your own damn business and don't talk shit... cuz you will not get what you want... even if you lie about it. Sorry.
Ah my phone broke... yea It fell in the toilet at fernando's casa, and let me assure you it was clean when it did thanks god cuz if not I would have not gotten it. but it worked for a bit so if you got a call from me and then never heard from me again, don't worry I'm still alive. I know snack was worried lol. School is great actually I got an a on my math test already Yay! They are good classes and the teachers like me, so it all gravys. (sighs) I'm gonna get off now so I can go cuddle with my honey now, Hasta la vista.

Back to basics

IT is time again for another post, if you can't tell I have been lost in my own little world of things that may not exactly involve posting... If that made any sense. A whole lot of forevers have gone by, good thing I have a great memory. Except for I can't remember when the last time I wrote..? I'm just gonna start off with July, sounds good. MY BIRTHDAY!!! oh and MY HONEY'S BIRTHDAY too, Good times.. It was fun, nothing beats Mcdonalds and Outback, oh and Olive garden then Taco bell. Ha ha.. memories. Anyways, my mom and sis had their b day too, I like embarassing riz, that's fun. Although there is one thing that Micheal and I forgot to do, and that was go to walmart at 3 in the morning and buy some cake and milkies and go eat it outside on OUR bench. Hello it's been tradition since like last year, lol. Just wait till its like 37th annual uh... cake thingy. I don't remember anything else, so on to august. WEll I'm now a college girl, yes yes, go on and tell your friends how cool you are because you have a college friend lol.
I'n not sure if I like it... Not too time consuming, sad for ME to say. I'll get over it once it gets going and hard. Oh and I am happy to say that I'm not slow, YAY!!! I'm in real college courses thanks to my intellegence, also known as my babe. That's right no remedial classes for me, just brains, I think : ) Me and mikey are gonna be together for a year next month, cute huh, I know. Funny to think of all that has happened since last July like when we became inseparable. Deep in starbucks and lawbreaking activites, those were the days when he was nice, lol. HA remember when I kept answering my phone at walrus, and you like hated me but only for a bit cuz you were like in like like with me? I DO!!! OOO and when we went fridge and dryer looking, that was way cute, awe then I hads to go to mexico, when I was supposed to stay here with you but My dad was like NO WAY Just cuz of you, lol. Ah well I gotta go now the library is closing.
buh byes

I'm god's gift to Earf :D

Yo and halo again. It's saturday. I'm Hot!! No really like warm hot. I just got out of tanning, ah and now I'm a lil warm. I'm staring up my tan so when me and mikey go to water world or eliches or something like that, Cuz I guess I'm really white, way white. Why do you think I wear hose with my skirts? lol. Ks well Hmm and update of my vida, all is well now I suppose. Let's just say i recived alot of information in the past few days that has thrown things off a bit. Just maybe like this whole month has been like this. I keep alot of things to myself till it's way too much. And then when it comes out it's terrible. I think my best bet is to start writting again, I haven't done it in a long time, it would do me some good. Effing Regina makes me mad sometimes but I learned that I can't hate everyone cuz they are dumb... just most people, he he he. Tommorow is mom's day, and my mom wants a treadmill, yup i know i know uh why? beats me so I think I'm gonna give her money or take her shopping, cuz you know how I'm loaded, jk. OOOOOO I cannot belive I almost forgot that I know have ONE job. well at least for now. And I feel so much better! YAY go me! it was hard but working that much and not doing what you like is really hard. Now that I have alot of time to myself i wanna start sewing again, i still haven't taken my new sewing machine out of the box. Oh and I'll try to work on that good luck carebear latch hooking set Micheal gave me for Christmas. It's way cute, well the part i have done so far. The Credit union is Fun I likes it lots. Mike says I'm very carrer based, yup yup yup cuz looksies I'm 18 have a job at a bank, was a manager at McDonalds, sad i know lol. I just need to stop rocking at everything I do, lol. Ya uh do I have an Ego much? He he I saw Mr. Azari my old orchestra teacher, along with his wife who was my band teacher, he asked if I was gonna continue to play my violin or the clarinet anymore. Um, I'm now a lil rusty so I was like I'm not sure. But he insists on me to continue, after all I was First Violin. I did promise Mr davis I would join the band over seas. Next year they are going to bulgaria, fun huh. So better save up. Ok I'm sleepy now so I'm gonna take a nap, those a nice. Peace
Pattsy

D diminishing Triad

Hello again, it's me. I know you missed me, lol. ah, I just haven't updated this in forever, I guess my best excuse is that I have no time, and i bet your thinking how can you not have any time, shall i explain. I have two jobs now. I work at a bank and at walmart. It's alot now, and maybe i've been really frusterated latley, maybe to much stress, and today did so not help. I suppose i can do a mini updated of my vida. I started dating micheal in september after i got back back from mexico. we finaly did meet before he left to mexico and ohio. then i guess after he came back we were inseperable, and still are. we saw and still do see each other everyday. uh... me and all my high school friends are kinda distant except for my lil brothers, and now it's even harder cuz i'm working so much. Micheal left to texas and cali during christmas that was hard, way hard and then when he came back we declared our love for each other, sweet huh. since then uh, let me think..... oh me and regina were best frineds and then we stopped talking cuz she got physco, and me no like that. but then we started talking again, and things are back to normal. that sums it all up, cuz if i write anything else i'll proly hear about it later on another site or something, cuz people are nosy. Ah ha I really remember what i wanted to talk about, my little title. If your lame you prolly don't get it, ha ha and if you get it hurray. A d diminishing triad is a scale. best to describe how i feel as of this very moment. E G and Bb . E is low and then it gets high all da way to b flat, then if you do it like the trio, it hits low once again to e. sigh, kinda sad. This moring was blah, just blah. I went to this place I had to go to, just to find the effing closed sign. oh well now that I think about it, maybe it's best I just stop getting that, i don't need it anyways. I also went to target, and found no shoes, that's what i went for, some grey shoes, and didn't find any at payless either. Then i get home, my parents are still not home. Joser asks me to come over, he wanna talk to me, and then i see shit on the computer and then I see EVENMORE SHIT that just pisses me off. Now I'm super duper nice, that is till you piss me off. And it is the same shit everytime. It goes away then comes back, oh wait it never really goes away i'm just told that. I know I'm not like most girls, and that is why i'm awesome, lol but i still am one and some of the same things still make me mad. It's not fair to take advantage of that and make exceptions. But i's ok i'm over it. already, see how fast. My dad was talking to me the other day, he was saying something that i really wasn't paying attention to. I do remember that he did say something about my choices, that one day based on all the things i do or say i will most likley regret it. That must be why i never say anything when i'm upset, i know i will regret what i say. Thinking on this, i told him, I will never regret any decisions or actions that i do. Cuz i'm a thinker. No one is perfect however, and i know i so am not, today it dawned on me to think of all the things i did or ever have doubts on, and i am a poor decision maker. I've been told so. I can't even decide what i want at village inn. My mom thinks i need to have my priorities strait, and It's true. Which calls for some drastic decisions, which i so hate! I would get into this deeper, but i'm tired and i wanna go mimi's. laters, and hopefully not forevers laters. cuz that's a long time.
Patricia

Broken keyboards

it's been well over, um.. forever. I think if I really had to update this it would take me hours. So much has happened where do I begin. I might as well say sorry for waiting forevers, I "planned" to update this but it never happened, sad I know. Moving along. My b day, yay GO ME!!! ha I did nothing and got no cake, that is until later like a few weeks later, we made a trip to walmart at 3 in da morning and ate chocolate cake... I'll never forget having to return back to the store just cuz we forgot milk, lol. Management at mickey d's SUCKS!!! oh well i guess, in case you didn't know I don't work there anymore : ) I sundenly had tons of friends, went to the club every sunday, and hung out with friends, ha but then jose and erick hated me, all cuz of richard, that fag.. so yea, this is boring even me so I'll try to hurry and make it shorter. I went to mexico, got a reeeeaaaalllyyy big phone bill, thanks to you all know who, jk. Jose and Erick don't hate me... but we all never hang now cuz those losers are in school. Micheal and I are dating now..... that's a cute story because ' it's diffrent with us' or ' we are in a diffrent situation'
( wink wink ) lol.. that's funny. Allison seems to always mix up micheal for erick. oh and so did Abby, oopps. okies that's all i can remember for nows, soooo laters.

ps. oh I alomost forgot, Micheal's lil sis is here now and she is super cute, I likes her.
oh, and i also wanna thank mikey for ruining my pumpkin... thanks

Wihlitpfm

It has been a while since I have last updated so have a few things to add but not much... work, getting darker, walking around the carnival a million times ( ok it was more like 8 times), talking on the phone, and wishing my room was clean.
yup that was about it..... maybe that is why I have not done anyting, because I'm always busy and really tired. the past few days I fell asleep around 4 or something and then wake up close to midnight. Then lie awake till about 5 then go to work.. shitty huh.
Moving along I decided to make a little thingy or wihltpfm... that means
" What I have learned in the past few months" suweet huh
so here goes.
- My dad really hates butters, to think of it my dad really hates me too.
-What a paralax is, and what it does
-I'm getting fatter from so much McDonalds
-I turn my friends evil... or is it the other way around?
-my sister likes to take advantage of people.
-The Tipping point is a great band
-The triangle trade.
-That my mom usually means what she says, lol.
-Chain letters suck... yet I still send them
-What ethnocentrism means
-I'm secretly rich, well in my mind.
-What mollases is used for
-The D diminishing triad
-People are mean and they tend to suck.... oh and they are great at back stabbing
-I'm kinkier than Micheal
-I know what hot icecream feels like... it seems impossible but it burns
-Ericks parents hate me, as well as his other friends that just so happen to be girls.
-Things will fade in the sun
-Some dude likes me
-I'm lucky
-What the Univac was
- Jose loves me
-I've had a stress attack thingy
-I miss butters
-Tanning oil WILL leak from the bottle
-Ha what assymtopes are... thats funny i remember
- Erick's blogs are usually really always about me.. ok they are Always
-I get happy way to fast
-OOO I know who Venevar Bush... and that I feel sorry his mommy named him that.
-Alot more people hate me than I think.. yup and for no apparent reason, that I know of at least.
-My phone is my life.
-I have tons of photo albums but no photos.
-Erick prefers me over a jacket.
-I can't spell alphabet, and i get made fun of cuz of it, lol.
-I wish Jennifer was still here
- That I need a body guard cuz people like to stalk.
-Some will never change.
- I like someone who doesn't even notice me, or I don't think they do.
-I can't stay home for longer than a day
-I'm a bitch.
- If I could build a time machine and go back in time, I would not change anything, well maybe the April fools thing I did to Jose..... I would have made it funnier, well to me at least.... ahh still brings a tear of joy to my eye when I think about it.. haha
- Life tends to go on....
I think that is it for now, cuz now me and Jose are gonna help his mommy make tamales, mmmm..