D diminishing Triad

Hello again, it's me. I know you missed me, lol. ah, I just haven't updated this in forever, I guess my best excuse is that I have no time, and i bet your thinking how can you not have any time, shall i explain. I have two jobs now. I work at a bank and at walmart. It's alot now, and maybe i've been really frusterated latley, maybe to much stress, and today did so not help. I suppose i can do a mini updated of my vida. I started dating micheal in september after i got back back from mexico. we finaly did meet before he left to mexico and ohio. then i guess after he came back we were inseperable, and still are. we saw and still do see each other everyday. uh... me and all my high school friends are kinda distant except for my lil brothers, and now it's even harder cuz i'm working so much. Micheal left to texas and cali during christmas that was hard, way hard and then when he came back we declared our love for each other, sweet huh. since then uh, let me think..... oh me and regina were best frineds and then we stopped talking cuz she got physco, and me no like that. but then we started talking again, and things are back to normal. that sums it all up, cuz if i write anything else i'll proly hear about it later on another site or something, cuz people are nosy. Ah ha I really remember what i wanted to talk about, my little title. If your lame you prolly don't get it, ha ha and if you get it hurray. A d diminishing triad is a scale. best to describe how i feel as of this very moment. E G and Bb . E is low and then it gets high all da way to b flat, then if you do it like the trio, it hits low once again to e. sigh, kinda sad. This moring was blah, just blah. I went to this place I had to go to, just to find the effing closed sign. oh well now that I think about it, maybe it's best I just stop getting that, i don't need it anyways. I also went to target, and found no shoes, that's what i went for, some grey shoes, and didn't find any at payless either. Then i get home, my parents are still not home. Joser asks me to come over, he wanna talk to me, and then i see shit on the computer and then I see EVENMORE SHIT that just pisses me off. Now I'm super duper nice, that is till you piss me off. And it is the same shit everytime. It goes away then comes back, oh wait it never really goes away i'm just told that. I know I'm not like most girls, and that is why i'm awesome, lol but i still am one and some of the same things still make me mad. It's not fair to take advantage of that and make exceptions. But i's ok i'm over it. already, see how fast. My dad was talking to me the other day, he was saying something that i really wasn't paying attention to. I do remember that he did say something about my choices, that one day based on all the things i do or say i will most likley regret it. That must be why i never say anything when i'm upset, i know i will regret what i say. Thinking on this, i told him, I will never regret any decisions or actions that i do. Cuz i'm a thinker. No one is perfect however, and i know i so am not, today it dawned on me to think of all the things i did or ever have doubts on, and i am a poor decision maker. I've been told so. I can't even decide what i want at village inn. My mom thinks i need to have my priorities strait, and It's true. Which calls for some drastic decisions, which i so hate! I would get into this deeper, but i'm tired and i wanna go mimi's. laters, and hopefully not forevers laters. cuz that's a long time.
Patricia

Broken keyboards

it's been well over, um.. forever. I think if I really had to update this it would take me hours. So much has happened where do I begin. I might as well say sorry for waiting forevers, I "planned" to update this but it never happened, sad I know. Moving along. My b day, yay GO ME!!! ha I did nothing and got no cake, that is until later like a few weeks later, we made a trip to walmart at 3 in da morning and ate chocolate cake... I'll never forget having to return back to the store just cuz we forgot milk, lol. Management at mickey d's SUCKS!!! oh well i guess, in case you didn't know I don't work there anymore : ) I sundenly had tons of friends, went to the club every sunday, and hung out with friends, ha but then jose and erick hated me, all cuz of richard, that fag.. so yea, this is boring even me so I'll try to hurry and make it shorter. I went to mexico, got a reeeeaaaalllyyy big phone bill, thanks to you all know who, jk. Jose and Erick don't hate me... but we all never hang now cuz those losers are in school. Micheal and I are dating now..... that's a cute story because ' it's diffrent with us' or ' we are in a diffrent situation'
( wink wink ) lol.. that's funny. Allison seems to always mix up micheal for erick. oh and so did Abby, oopps. okies that's all i can remember for nows, soooo laters.

ps. oh I alomost forgot, Micheal's lil sis is here now and she is super cute, I likes her.
oh, and i also wanna thank mikey for ruining my pumpkin... thanks

Wihlitpfm

It has been a while since I have last updated so have a few things to add but not much... work, getting darker, walking around the carnival a million times ( ok it was more like 8 times), talking on the phone, and wishing my room was clean.
yup that was about it..... maybe that is why I have not done anyting, because I'm always busy and really tired. the past few days I fell asleep around 4 or something and then wake up close to midnight. Then lie awake till about 5 then go to work.. shitty huh.
Moving along I decided to make a little thingy or wihltpfm... that means
" What I have learned in the past few months" suweet huh
so here goes.
- My dad really hates butters, to think of it my dad really hates me too.
-What a paralax is, and what it does
-I'm getting fatter from so much McDonalds
-I turn my friends evil... or is it the other way around?
-my sister likes to take advantage of people.
-The Tipping point is a great band
-The triangle trade.
-That my mom usually means what she says, lol.
-Chain letters suck... yet I still send them
-What ethnocentrism means
-I'm secretly rich, well in my mind.
-What mollases is used for
-The D diminishing triad
-People are mean and they tend to suck.... oh and they are great at back stabbing
-I'm kinkier than Micheal
-I know what hot icecream feels like... it seems impossible but it burns
-Ericks parents hate me, as well as his other friends that just so happen to be girls.
-Things will fade in the sun
-Some dude likes me
-I'm lucky
-What the Univac was
- Jose loves me
-I've had a stress attack thingy
-I miss butters
-Tanning oil WILL leak from the bottle
-Ha what assymtopes are... thats funny i remember
- Erick's blogs are usually really always about me.. ok they are Always
-I get happy way to fast
-OOO I know who Venevar Bush... and that I feel sorry his mommy named him that.
-Alot more people hate me than I think.. yup and for no apparent reason, that I know of at least.
-My phone is my life.
-I have tons of photo albums but no photos.
-Erick prefers me over a jacket.
-I can't spell alphabet, and i get made fun of cuz of it, lol.
-I wish Jennifer was still here
- That I need a body guard cuz people like to stalk.
-Some will never change.
- I like someone who doesn't even notice me, or I don't think they do.
-I can't stay home for longer than a day
-I'm a bitch.
- If I could build a time machine and go back in time, I would not change anything, well maybe the April fools thing I did to Jose..... I would have made it funnier, well to me at least.... ahh still brings a tear of joy to my eye when I think about it.. haha
- Life tends to go on....
I think that is it for now, cuz now me and Jose are gonna help his mommy make tamales, mmmm..

Screw driver and Knife needed

Hello all, gee I'm really tired. I attemped to sleep yesterday, didn't work. I'm pretty sad too. My dad made give my cat away, it's because we have the baby ( one of the twins hazel had ) and the cat cannot be near. I kinda miss him but it hasn't really hit me yet. Work is really long and boring, and customers are retarded. why can't they go to Burger King??
Moving along, that whole thing with Kevin was a spin, like most things in life. Turns out he said he never did have a chance with me, which is true but i didn't let him know that. My parents hate him with a passion, and everyone hates him, and he hates all my friends. I didn't think i would go out with him, that's why I told him I was with Erick, oh and Kevin wants to Kick Ericks ass now cuz he was my 'boyfriend' ya he's odd. So this whore Megan who liked Jose and lead him on totally told me she didn't like him even though he told her she should be a cheerleader cuz ahe had the looks for it....is he blind and is she blonde enough to know that it is a gay and not to mention cheesy pick up line?? Yea she is. So we went to the club two sundays ago and she totally told me she did not see anything in him. The next night she was texting me and told me she liked him and that she was hanging with him at that moment that she was talking to me. Jacked. I don't care that he is with someone, it's that he is with my friend and that she knew what had happened between us. So now she is dating him and thinks I have no idea. She no longer talks to Jose because he told her that he told Kevin that she was easy and that was the only reason why he was with her, kinda funny huh. So now she tries to be my friend and act like nothing ever happened, maybe because told her that if i found out that she "back stabbed" me like that I would do witch craft on her, or that I would get my mother to, since she knows my mom is like that... I personally though it was great. I kinda got screwed over but it didn't come as a big surprise, maybe cuz I'm used to it from him. Mike you were right you will be who you have always been. Besides, i have a ton of stuff to think about that does so not involve him. Crazy thing is that I have not spoken to him in over two weeks and he still calls and texts me asking me what I'm doing and if I'm mad at him... DUH!! He even had his mom call me, cuz he knows I love her to death, too bad I ignored that call.
On another note, Erick's mom hates me now i think. It's because we spend too much time together, and he hardly spends time with the family. Sorry, but that bothers me, i called yesterday, me and Erick were going to go out, she answers and says he's not going, so I was like ok, well can I talk to him?, so then she says ok, then hangs up. Nice huh. Nothing I can't get over.
I was 100 dollars short on my drawer at work today, I think the manager counted the money wrong, she did a skim, and came up with 930 dollars, yet she only took my hundreds, my fifties and the twenties, she said she was gonna count it again so I better call soon to see if she found the money yet, or i get written up..... big whoop.
Laters

hijole!!!

AHHH gee I've been way too lazy to write, oh and especially now that our computer is brokened, ha is the even a word?? well it is now. WEll you all better congradulate me cuz I graduated.... ok and now it is over..... soon, oh well so movin along nothing that new oh wait there is but i choose to leave you in suspence, dun duh daaaa!!!
laters
Pattymay sue man

Temp.... what?

Hola, another day of crazy weather that I like but at the same time hate. So much to inform ya'll of. Oh my did I just say ya'll, oh yea I did. He he.. My mom is now crazier than ever. I have made the decision to move out, and soon so by the end of month, I will be flying solo... just don't know with who yet. I recently talked to Kevin.. ah, a lost cause. He broke up with his girlfriend that was his fiance' ya... So now he wants to talk, and hang out. He thinks I'm with erick, maybe beause I told him I was. See my whole thing was that I would say I was with someone so he will not try to ask me back out again. Ha so me and Erick are together now, but for fav faves. lol I actually feel really bad for Kevin despite all the things that have happened between us, his gf decided to inform him that she actually did not , and thought that getting married was a bad idea. So now he has lost everything, including his money that was in his joined account. Sad thing is that he keeps mentioning how I was right for him and that he regrets all the things he did, like breaking up with me. Then I recive this text this morning... he says that he is falling for me, as in liking me again, and he feels bad about it because I'm "with" someone. In reality, I don't know if I could ever go back to him. Do you think it is possible for someone to change due to their past experiences??? I think it is possible.... Eventhough I still have feelings for him, I don't want to fall flat on my face again. Since he is the only one I have ever loved, there is that little something that I wish would go away. I'm so confused. I feel that if I do go back to him, everything I have planned will be all jacked, but mostly I'm afraid of the whole " I told you so" thing from everyone. Oh and that My family would be against it.... Hallo!!! AM I a rebound?? I don't think so cuz I'm "with" someone and technically we can't get back together untill I'm single.
Besides all that crap.. I'm not so sure what is on my mind besides school. which is hard and mind shredding. Okies well that is all for now.. cuz I'm currently fighting with Erick on IM. ah that sucks. outties

La La La

Ha, well it has been a long time since I have been on, mostly because I had to so all kinds of crap... SO now I am back. OHHHH, I had tons of fun at Prom. I finally chose Erick to go with me, at first he couldn't go cuz his parents were being really mean. But then in the end, he was all mine for the whole night. Jose went to Texas for his Brothers wedding, I have to say I did miss him alot while he was gone. On Prom day I had to go to work, but they called in and wanted me to go in sooner so I could get out sooner, so I got out at 4:00, then went home and got ready. Ah, Erick you looked SOO hot, I must give you props, thanks to me of course, lol. Our night was good, we ate, then we went to prom, about a hour late, I blame those who love to take embarising pictures. We danced all night and took adorable pictures. We went to our house got dressed and went to After Prom, it was fun, but not as fun. We went to Erick's place at 4:30 in the morrning and then I stayed there till I had to go to work at 7:00. Which really sucked. I started falling asleep on Erick's bed then kept waking up. Everything was fine until I stared feeling it after a few hours. Ah that was a bad experience, but I lived aparently.
This week so far has been a real drag, life sucks, most of the time. Good news is that I am a new aunt, again. TWINS yay, and they are so adorable, I love it. Jose came back. Good news, except he is hiding something from me, and I think I know what it is. He thinks he is being repalced by Erick. I don't think so. but me and Erick have really bonded and have spent alot, and I mean alot of time together since he left, and it has drawn us closer. Jose now also thinks that there is something between me and Erick once again, no, at least I don't think so. Unless Erick wants to inform me of something, lol.
uh.. My mom on the other hand, had gone what seems like postal. She is on another one of her crazes and now wants me out of the house at the end of may...... ya ok. SO untill then I will have to figure something out, just incase she does decide to go along with her plans of making me leave.
I met this Italian boy, he is so cool, not to mention cute, lol. His name is Matteo. So I shall say, buen binutto. I think that is how you spell it, who knows, whatever. Ha, so it is off to class now, and to learn about Edgar Allen Poe, eventhough I feel like I know enough about him already.. oh well, So I am off.......